| Location | Loughborough |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 14/09/1986 |
| Date of Death | 14/09/1986 |
| Visitors | 1,579 since 29/07/2007 |
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My daling baby Em how I miss you is unmeasurable.
My baby girl was born on 14th September 1986 at just 23 weeks gestation, she was perfect in
everyway.
She had dark hair,but was so so tiny, my little china doll.
I was losing Em for 3 days before it finally happened and I was all alone except Em's big brother
Leon, I was screaming and crying thus frightening Leon. you were just too special for this wicked
world little girl.
15yrs after I lost my little girl I found out that she had been kept at the local hospital ( blocks
and slides) so I finally got my baby girl back and laid her to rest. This yr she would of been 21
and yes I still miss her badly. Em now also has 5 younger brothers.
Rest in Peace Baby girl. Fly and play with the Angels
Will love you for all eternity everyday we get a little closer to being together darling. Missing
you so badly, look after baby Ameila and your cousin Charlotte who came to play with you May 23rd
2006.
Hello My darling,
As you know I didnt post on your birthday as I was on holiday, thought the day would be easier to deal with this way however it wasn't as you saw me sobbing by the pool didnt you baby girl. I will never ever go away on your day again as it was harder that I couldn't bring you your cards or flowers but Luke came didnt he, he loves and misses you very much, as do all your brothers. Life just keeps ticking by babe but I can cope with it as every second the clock ticks I am that second closer coming to you my Princess. Oh my gosh I cant wait you will be sick of seeing me as I wont ever let you out of my sight again Em I will hold you tightly kiss your smiling face and wipe away any tears you may cry, nobody will split us up agin will they sweetheart.
I Love you more each day that passes as much as I miss you as much as I want to hold you xxxxx
Mummy
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^^^^^****** happy birthday^^^*****
hope you are having a lovely party in heaven , only special people are born on 14th september you and my mum included .xxxx
Hello my precious girl xxxxx Im not writing on here all the time Em as you know its hard for me to cope knowing that I cant see hear or feel you here. I cant cuddle you, hold you when you are sad and kiss away any tears you may have cried. It doesnt get any better my darling.
I love you so much its painful.
Watch over your dad and brothers Em they need to feel you close xxx
Hello Baby Cake
I miss you so much today my heart is breaking again into a million pieces and I doubt that they will be able to be put back together again. Why did you have to leave me Em?? Why did you leave me behind?? I loved and wanted you so much to live. We should of gone shopping together, we should of done make up together, we never got to do anything and that makes me so so sad. Im so teary at the moment Em I wish with all my heart and soul it would of been me that died, you deserved to live, to breathe, to smile all the things I wanted you to do and I never got any of them. I feel bitter about it too and I shouldn't should I baby. I miss you so much, I know you are looking after Amelia and Charlotte, and now Tony is there with you too along with your Great Grandma, and you Great Auntie Brenda and Em she was great. I need to feel you close to me today baby come so close I can smell you, so I can touch you. Please baby I love and miss you so very much. I need you here with me, to give me the strength to go on in this life.
Sweet dreams My Baby Princess
Mummy
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Thank for your beautiful kind words.
I hope in time this pain will heal.
I am thinking of you, and your beautiful daughter, who is a month younger then me.
Love to you & your family
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Hello baby girl
Hope you had a nice Christmas with all your Angel friends as you know I hated Christmas more this year than any other, things have got to change here at home the situation is killing me. Both Dad and your brothers are doing my nut in its all too much. I feel more and more it would be so much easier to be with you, Ive also realised the truth doesnt pay as when I told my birth diner what had happened she hated me more I told the truth in court again it didnt help and when I was in therapy I told the truth but ended up leaving because they believed someone who was telling lies. No matter what though Em I will continue to be honest as its right in my heart. Im hoping this will be our year Em when we are reunited together for all time, and nobody will seperate us ever again.
I love you so much the pain in my heart isnt in my head its a physical pain that I want to stop but I know it wont until we are together.
Love you all the way to heaven and back baby,
Mummy
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Hello little Angel
Just wanted to wish you a very happy Christmas sweetheart. Life isnt so good for me right now and I wont be celebrating this yr. I will watch your brothers open their prezzies then Im taking to my bed for the day. Your Dad goes out of his way to make sure I dont want to do Christmas well he is becoming better and better at it.
Will see you really soon Princess
Love you all the way to the moon and back
Mummy
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Hey Em
Mummy is so sorry that she has been unable to to write something sooner but the net is down and wont be back up until 30th December but you know that dont you my sweetheart.....
I know you was close to me when I was rushed into hospital recently and the drs said they couldn't believe I wasn't scared and I was calm considering I couldn't breathe but I had no reason to be afraid did I baby as you were there holding my hand, I can imagine them thinking I was crazy had I of told them that lol. Well baby its almost Christmas only 4 days to go and again I feel myself slipping into the darkness again, I want you here baby this where you are meant to be not in Heaven. My life is always the same though babe the things I want the most as always taken away from me. Im coming to your resting place today and will lay your Christmas flowers, I also got you a snowman windmill and the wreath. You must of been so cold there darling and it does my head in.
On a brighter note there is a lady on GTS who is going to be doing you a recognition of birth cerrtificate!!!! How kind of her is that to do for us eh babe?? Your brothers are all excited about Christmas as I know you would of been. Anyway my precious princess its time to let you get on doing whatever it is you do in Heaven. I love you today tomorrow and forever.
Mummy
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Hello my Sweetheart,
My life is getting so much harder darling,I cant see anyway forward I feel like Im moving backwards all the time. I know in my heart that the relationship with your Daddy is over I cant fight him or for him anymore. My strength has gone and I do nothing day in day out other than sit in my chair and wait. I know what Im waiting for and it cant come soon enough for me. I know I will be leaving your brothers behind but they dont need me anymore they are all grown up now. Leon is 23 on Thursday cant believe that can you another thing to make me feel old. Well baby another day closer to you, and you never know maybe one day I will do it right and be there to hold you forever and ever xxxxx
I love you my Princess please dont hate me because I want to die just help me along.
Love you always and forever
Mummy
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Hello baby cakes
hows you????? Im not good at the mo but you know that anyway dont you babe, Im finding life harder and harder to cope with I have so much going through my head at any one given point. The situation between me and your Aunty Julie has broken down as I knew it would from day one but I had to give her the benefit of the doubt the thing that upsets me Em is she said nobody would ever come between us again and yet it was her that came between us!! Im worried about Tracey Jamies mum and also Leighann. Please ask Jamie to go and help his mu as things are painful for her at the moment and ask Ruth and Tony to hold Leighann until she gets through her sticky patch too. I dont want any help Em Im ready to die now, Im ready to be held by you for ever and ever. Please dont send Im selfish vibes to me your Dad and brothers will cope perfectly well without me here, I make them so unhappy Em I cant let them do as they want this way is easier, Ive waited 22 years to hold you and I want to hold you in my arms not in my heart. I love you baby all the way to heaven and back
Mummy
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