| Location | Loughborough |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 14/09/1986 |
| Date of Death | 14/09/1986 |
| Visitors | 2,111 since 29/07/2007 |
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My daling baby Em how I miss you is unmeasurable.
My baby girl was born on 14th September 1986 at just 23 weeks gestation, she was perfect in everyway.
She had dark hair,but was so so tiny, my little china doll.
I was losing Em for 3 days before it finally happened and I was all alone except Em's big brother Leon, I was screaming and crying thus frightening Leon. you were just too special for this wicked world little girl.
15yrs after I lost my little girl I found out that she had been kept at the local hospital ( blocks and slides) so I finally got my baby girl back and laid her to rest. This yr she would of been 21 and yes I still miss her badly. Em now also has 5 younger brothers.
Rest in Peace Baby girl. Fly and play with the Angels
Will love you for all eternity everyday we get a little closer to being together darling. Missing you so badly, look after baby Ameila and your cousin Charlotte who came to play with you May 23rd 2006.
Another day closer eh babe but others have come to play with you sooner than me. Zoe's baby came to Heaven to play with al, the Angel babies yesterday Em hold her hand so she isn't scared without her Mummy. I really wish she had come to earth soooo many people are broken hearted that she didn't, she was much wanted much loved much craved. We used to laugh with Zoe about silly names yet she was refferred to as Taddy so Em Taddy needs YOU now. Amelia and Charlotte will help you. Keep her Angels wings glistening and every now and again tell her to drop one for her Mummy and Nanny.
I love you so much my baby I know the pain Zoe is going through yet I cant do anything to stop it or stop it hurting, we all know through experiance that pain never ever goes away. Watch over my friends darling Zoe, Sharon, Eddie, Jean and all of their extended familes. Also you would of been so proud of Josh as he has been such a support to her holding her hand listening to her talk and wiping away her tears. I am proud of him.
Love you baby girl
Mummy
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Another Christmas and another New year has passed Em but all time Im getting closer and closer to you.
Last night I went down to see Sharon and I had a fantastic time and I cant remember the last time I could say that babe. I laughed so much I woke up with a croaky voice today I can imagine you taking the mick as everyone else has today :)
I need you to come to Dad and I on February 13th I need you in the church when we renew our wedding vows and I want all of my children there you included, I want you to straighten my dress I want you to be there holding me, I so wish you could be there in person darling that way I wouldn't be writing this now would I????
Dad is ok as are your brothers and as you know we also have little ones with us at the moment they give me a purpose dont they babe, you know.
Anyway my most treasured daughter I will let you sleep now.
Good night God bless sweet dream Love you always and forever
Mummy
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Hello My darling,
As you know I didnt post on your birthday as I was on holiday, thought the day would be easier to deal with this way however it wasn't as you saw me sobbing by the pool didnt you baby girl. I will never ever go away on your day again as it was harder that I couldn't bring you your cards or flowers but Luke came didnt he, he loves and misses you very much, as do all your brothers. Life just keeps ticking by babe but I can cope with it as every second the clock ticks I am that second closer coming to you my Princess. Oh my gosh I cant wait you will be sick of seeing me as I wont ever let you out of my sight again Em I will hold you tightly kiss your smiling face and wipe away any tears you may cry, nobody will split us up agin will they sweetheart.
I Love you more each day that passes as much as I miss you as much as I want to hold you xxxxx
Mummy
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^^^^^****** happy birthday^^^*****
hope you are having a lovely party in heaven , only special people are born on 14th september you and my mum included .xxxx
Hello my precious girl xxxxx Im not writing on here all the time Em as you know its hard for me to cope knowing that I cant see hear or feel you here. I cant cuddle you, hold you when you are sad and kiss away any tears you may have cried. It doesnt get any better my darling.
I love you so much its painful.
Watch over your dad and brothers Em they need to feel you close xxx
Hello Baby Cake
I miss you so much today my heart is breaking again into a million pieces and I doubt that they will be able to be put back together again. Why did you have to leave me Em?? Why did you leave me behind?? I loved and wanted you so much to live. We should of gone shopping together, we should of done make up together, we never got to do anything and that makes me so so sad. Im so teary at the moment Em I wish with all my heart and soul it would of been me that died, you deserved to live, to breathe, to smile all the things I wanted you to do and I never got any of them. I feel bitter about it too and I shouldn't should I baby. I miss you so much, I know you are looking after Amelia and Charlotte, and now Tony is there with you too along with your Great Grandma, and you Great Auntie Brenda and Em she was great. I need to feel you close to me today baby come so close I can smell you, so I can touch you. Please baby I love and miss you so very much. I need you here with me, to give me the strength to go on in this life.
Sweet dreams My Baby Princess
Mummy
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Thank for your beautiful kind words.
I hope in time this pain will heal.
I am thinking of you, and your beautiful daughter, who is a month younger then me.
Love to you & your family
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Hello baby girl
Hope you had a nice Christmas with all your Angel friends as you know I hated Christmas more this year than any other, things have got to change here at home the situation is killing me. Both Dad and your brothers are doing my nut in its all too much. I feel more and more it would be so much easier to be with you, Ive also realised the truth doesnt pay as when I told my birth diner what had happened she hated me more I told the truth in court again it didnt help and when I was in therapy I told the truth but ended up leaving because they believed someone who was telling lies. No matter what though Em I will continue to be honest as its right in my heart. Im hoping this will be our year Em when we are reunited together for all time, and nobody will seperate us ever again.
I love you so much the pain in my heart isnt in my head its a physical pain that I want to stop but I know it wont until we are together.
Love you all the way to heaven and back baby,
Mummy
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Hello little Angel
Just wanted to wish you a very happy Christmas sweetheart. Life isnt so good for me right now and I wont be celebrating this yr. I will watch your brothers open their prezzies then Im taking to my bed for the day. Your Dad goes out of his way to make sure I dont want to do Christmas well he is becoming better and better at it.
Will see you really soon Princess
Love you all the way to the moon and back
Mummy
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Hey Em
Mummy is so sorry that she has been unable to to write something sooner but the net is down and wont be back up until 30th December but you know that dont you my sweetheart.....
I know you was close to me when I was rushed into hospital recently and the drs said they couldn't believe I wasn't scared and I was calm considering I couldn't breathe but I had no reason to be afraid did I baby as you were there holding my hand, I can imagine them thinking I was crazy had I of told them that lol. Well baby its almost Christmas only 4 days to go and again I feel myself slipping into the darkness again, I want you here baby this where you are meant to be not in Heaven. My life is always the same though babe the things I want the most as always taken away from me. Im coming to your resting place today and will lay your Christmas flowers, I also got you a snowman windmill and the wreath. You must of been so cold there darling and it does my head in.
On a brighter note there is a lady on GTS who is going to be doing you a recognition of birth cerrtificate!!!! How kind of her is that to do for us eh babe?? Your brothers are all excited about Christmas as I know you would of been. Anyway my precious princess its time to let you get on doing whatever it is you do in Heaven. I love you today tomorrow and forever.
Mummy
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